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I finally feel settled in the hospital, after many days of boredom and restlessness. The male nurse tells me that it has been very peaceful in the hospital. Usually it is much noisier. I wonder if it’s because of my presence in the ward. After all, like attracts like. Other patients seem to be like me in a no. of aspects – female, thin, quiet, enjoys books, etc.

But still, there is a part of me that itches to get back to work. And hence, I want to have a conversation with my soul tonight, to see what wisdom might my soul has for me.

Yes, I am here, as always. What’s up?

Nothing much. I quite enjoy the peace and solitude that I often want back at home and not able to get as often as I wish. But there is a part of me that misses work, and wants my life to get back on track.

What do you mean by get back on track?

Like see clients, conduct workshops, meet people, etc. Stuff you know. STUFF.

Perhaps you want to look into this eagerness to “get your life back on track”. What is underlying this eagerness may be an actual issue that you can heal.

Of course you are right as usual. And i hate to admit that yes, perhaps there is something here i am trying to avoid facing.

So what is it?

Well i still feel bad about missing the opportunity to outreach to more people at the recent festivals. I feel that I have so much to offer, and yet there is a part of me that is keeping me stuck.

Let’s talk to that part of you then.. perhaps it has its own story to tell.

Actually Lena has given herself too little credit for what she has already accomplished at such a young age. She has written a book that has received all kinds of rave reviews from both professionals and lay people. She has created the EFT affirmation cards which is also well-liked by many. She has completed courses and applying her knowledge to her work.

And is there a but coming…

Yup, BUT I still feel like there is so much more for me to do.

Haste makes waste… the more you rush, the slower you will get to where you want to be. And where do you want to be by the way?

Well, i want to be financially free, and to be able to have back-to-back sessions. I love enjoy helping people so much that I want my time to be completely filled up with seeing clients and doing workshops.

So it shall be then. Do you have any doubt about being able to do what you mentioned there?

Actually no… i know that my intention is pretty clear, and somehow, i feel like it is going to manifest into reality very quickly. I’m just being impatient as usual.

Well, take this as an opportunity to practice what you preach about being in the moment. This is the time to rest, recharge and rejuvenate, so that you will be ready for the next “truckload” of clients who are just waiting for you to be ready for them. For they ARE waiting…and the moment you are back in full alignment with Source, they will be flowing in by the hordes!

Right… then i guess this is really a time for me to rest as much as possible then huh? And to be honest, this isn’t a bad place for me… i practically have the whole ward to myself, and the food is pretty good too.

Well, the universe always knows what you want. Consider this as an unexpected gift from the universe!

Then many thanks to the universe!


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